A word that sounds so easy to do
a tacit and personal agreement
a logical understanding
some people came
to this world with a
failed transcriptional process,
producing unfinished and
no decoded proteins
of self control.

This aberration
shows through many fields:
dark thougths,
eating binges
- of simple carbs-,
non stop eating,
self harm,
forbidden webs visits,
black holes of the mind.

You can be an expert,
a professional,
a caregiving person,
a true altruist,
a humanitarian,
a geek, a nerd,
but cannot be a self-aware person.
You just cannot govern,
reign on
your own will,
your own brain,
your OWN soul.

And that
and really