If i had known that there would be an end to us, i would never have allowed myself to get so absorbed in you that i forgot all about who i really was. I thought that you had loved me for who i am, that we were friends first and lovers second; but i was so wrong... the day i realised how i really felt about you and told you the truth, you left me. I thought that we would be together for a long time- definitely not forever but for a huge part of my life- but you decided that you wanted all or nothing.

this devastated me but only through this did i learn how to live without you.