It got me thinking about who I am now and who I want to be, what I want to do and what's stopping me. Just like seasons, people change.
Who I am now
I'm not in school right now so I've been spending my time writing and working. I got a kitten so I'm a mom now and I died my hair so now I'm a blondie. I haven't been doing my make up or practicing my cello like I use to. I don't know where my mind has been. I've been reading self care books which has helped me a lot and I've been blogging a lot more.
Who I want to be and what I want to do
I know I say this a lot but I want to start working on my health. Physically I want to start working out and mentally I want to continue by reading and surrounding myself with positive people.I don't know where my articles are going but I want to continue writing and I want to inspire others. I've also been living in my comfort zone by staying at my place or my boyfriends place. I want to meet people and expand my friend circle, start writing a book that I've been thinking about and read more.
What's stopping me
Probably lack of motivation. I overthink what people think of me, I like to sleep more than workout and eat taco bell more than making food. It's time for a game plan!
Goals
Read a chapter before falling asleep watching Netflix
Stretch when I first wake up
Grocery shop instead of ordering take out
Write everyday even if I don't end up publishing the article
