Today I woke up and walked outside and where I live lacks cold weather and today it was pretty chilly and I just got a rush of nostalgia. Memories from my childhood all the way to my ex boyfriend from my freshman year in high school. Mistakes I've made and the people I hold dearly to my heart have made that impacted my life are just buzzing through my head and I want them gone. I feel so anxious and stressed. I use to say I don't regret decisions I've made but lately I feel so much differently, I've really screwed things up in certain situations and they are coming back to haunt me. My life has been such a roller coaster and I feel like I don't have anyone to support me anymore, I feel like I did as a child. Just a confused soul without anyone to show them the way.