My family kinda sucks. We don't even talk to each other. Keeping secrets, and sending threats. My divorce parents are worse than most. Only time they talk is for my dad to threaten my dad. He asks question about her. Maybe he's jealous. He slashed the tires of my moms boyfriends truck. I can't remember the last time I talked to my brother other than saying hi. It's been years. Literally years. But I miss him and love him. It's like missing something I've never had. My sister's kind of a bitch, and I don't feel like talking about it.
My dad drinks a lot. We've seen him drunk too many times to count. I'm anxious all the time. I sooo wish i wasn't. I feel like i have no purpose in life. I'm so done with life. I don't see the point in me living. But I won't end it. Not today and neither should you. One day you'll meet a person, or even a fucking dog and they'll make it worth it. I haven't met my saving grace yet, but i can hope. Someone loves you,I love you.