Today is supposed to be a spooky fun day. Am I right? My life is a complete mess right now. Please help me out with that. Some encouraging words? Anyways it all starts with me losing my best friend. He is changing and I don't know why. I understand people change throughout time but he did this in all one quick step. I should have known when he started drifting away from me. He left me alone to cry and didn't check on me. Then my boyfriend..... He has decided to go to a Halloween party and not let me come... What does that tell me? Maybe he is embarrased of me? or there is another girl? I hate jumping to conclusion but thats the vibe im getting. Is he going to break up with me? do you think? Im scared, I guess thats the point of Halloween right?