I really tried it. I tried to stay away from you. Not once but more often. But life doesn't want it. It brings us back together, again. Life finds a way to bring you back to me, to my life. I don't know how to react. What to feel. What to do or not to do.

You jump back into my life without mercy. You let me believe in you, again. You 'show' that you have changed. That it will be different this time. I believe in you, again.

But I also know that it won't work. Because I see your eyes. I hear your words. But hope breaks all uncertainties, again. I believe in it, even if I don't want it. Even though I fight against it, the hope is stronger. I don't want to believe the hope, not again. It is just so difficult , so painful to hold on.

I try to continue with my life. But it doesn't work with you, but neither withoout you. I know it will go wrong, it always does. I keep hoping that this time it will be different.

Don't hurt me please, not again. Let it be really different this time. Don't let the hope be for nothing, again.

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