I've been trying

Trying to imagine our future
Trying to forget you
Trying to understand you
Trying to read your signals

But I constantly change my mind about you.
First you're the man of my dreams, then you're a jerk.
I see us getting cozy, then I see no 'us'.
Are you looking at me?
Are you looking at my friend?
I simply don't know.
Sometimes you ignore me, sometimes I catch your eyes more than once.

I'll try and forget you, even though I don't want to.

If you love me let me know.