I’m jealous of you. That’s it. I always have been. I’m jealous of how perfect you are. You may say “Oh I’m so ugly.” but you don’t notice the little things. How pretty your smile is. Even when you cry you still manage to look beautiful. I’m jealous because everyone loves you. Everything you do is with ease. Whenever I’m with you I only put myself down, but it’s no surprise that you’re there to encourage me with your heartfelt remarks. I’m jealous of the those who felt the soft touch of your lips. I’m jealous of those you loved. I wish you loved me as I love you. This all sounds so cliche, but it’s true. All of it. I wish you could see what you’re doing to me-