All she ever wanted was him. She wanted to talk to him about everything. About their favourite movies, about the sky and stars, about transsexuals, ex friends and biggest dreams... She wanted to lay down in the balcony together covered in loads of blankets and smoke cigarettes. To laugh out loud and mess around with each other. She wanted to go for a walk in the places she never been before, to hold his hand when it's a cold October night, then come back into warm bed, eat cheesy pizza and watch their favourite talk show and discuss together. Fall asleep in cuddles and wake up way too early next morning. To stay in bed for a half next day and don't even talk, just sit on their phones but still enjoy each others company.
That's what she wanted, but her biggest dream was to find him. Somewhere, where was that cold October night.