And I'm still thinking about you.
Still pretending that I was someone special to you.
Pretending that you once really cared about me.
You are the only one who knows the answer.
Did I ever mean anything to you?

If the answer is yes.
You made me feel so special. You made me laugh a lot.
And you are a beautiful person. You are smart, funny and lovely.
You taught me so much. I learned a lot of things.
About you.
About life.
And by my side. Yes.
You were meant something to me.

If the answer is no.
Thank you for listening to me when my head was messy. Thank you for your helpful tips.
Thank you for your time and that conversation and that place.
And by my side. Yes.
You were meant something to me.

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