Dear you,

You who I have been holding onto for so long. You who has been there for me when I needed you most. You who I have loved for such a long time now.

You have another girl now. And I am happy for you both, I really meant that when I told you so. I love you and you deserve the world. So does she.

I can't tell you how much you saved me. I can't make you understand the love I felt for you. I'm not sure I'll ever understand it myself. And I'm not quite sure I'll ever feel the same about someone else.

I really need to let you go now. I visited pretty much all places we have been together, I called on my memories, smiled, cried and then slowly let them go, like a promise. And after 18 months I'll be letting go tonight.

Thank you for loving me when I needed it most.

Yours forever,
S