My life is an antithesis.

I'm afraid of being alone, yet I fear to be with others.

I'm afraid of being different, yet I fear to be nothing but a replica of others.

I'm afraid of being ugly, yet I fear beauty.

I'm afraid of the past and present, yet I fear the future.

I'm afraid of failure, yet I fear success.

I'm afraid of the dark, yet I fear the light.

I'm afraid of death, yet I fear life.

I'm afraid of congruence, yet I fear antithesis,

I fear a lot, so little is true.


Hi, so long time no see, I've just been in a bad place, as you may be able to tell by this random post. I've been having issues with self-confidence, my sexuality, my education and future and its all so overwhelming that this is the only way I can explain how chaotic and esoteric my life, thoughts and feelings have been lately.

BUT I do hope that perhaps if you find you feel a similar way you find comfort in knowing that you're not alone, and stress is stress and if you don't get rid of it you will implode, and I suppose writing this let me breathe a little, so I hope you don't mind this.

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