I know what you're thinking, why the fuck do I care about username: starxgirl's thoughts and why is she writing them on an article in weheartit of all forums? And I have zero good answers for you. BUt you're here so you may as well read the rest. I guess all I can say now is I've learnt how.

Summer 2016:

Today I felt like I was outside of my body watching myself go through the motions. I have so many thoughts in my head and no way to express them. Maybe I will learn how and maybe I won't.
But what do i do until then? I don't think living is a viable option if you can't speak your fucking mind. May as well be dead.
There's a lot to think about. But all i do is fucking think. What can I do with it? What should i do with it?
And why is it so hard?