The feeling of dying.

Out of nowhere not being able to control my breath.

A rapid heart punching from the inside

feeling it from the outside.

The pressure I feel in my chest.

What is happening to me?

Confusion I feel, frighten I am.

The feeling of dying.

The addiction of stress and anxiety

I have overdosed,

I don't know how to control it.

I don't think I can.

But just slowly breathe

inhale the light, exhale the dark.

Taking it step by step,

slowly rising from the dead.

But I know you will be back

I know you want me to feel the pain. 

The feeling of dying