I want to feel loved
I want to have a husband
But I suspect no one can love me
The same way I love.
I fear being rejected
But more afraid I have to open up.
I've never been in love
And yet I have suffered from it.
Everyone admires me on dance nights
Just watching me in the dark
Everyone seeing me in my loneliness
That's the reason why I want eternal love
I Know the I look ugly while in company
And it's the same reason why nobody talk to me
I push everyone out
Because It's hard to learn to love yourself when you saw that nobody loved them self