Iam now 23 years old, a fresh graduate full of confusion.

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so pathetic

When I was a kid I always wonder what the future would be like.
I'm sorry I still haven't made you proud, lil me :(

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You look around and some are engaged, preparing their wedding, married, pregnant, continuing their studies, traveling, owning a business, getting high-salary jobs, have a super cool instagram feeds.

And then there's me...
Doing none of that.

Why are we supposed to accomplish everything in our 20s?

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I still don't know what I'm going to do, who am I going to be,where am I going to go.

I just don't want to have a job that I dislike, because to me the most important thing is making money out of what my passion is. Though it may not brings me the amount of money i needed, I'm going to be alright because I love what I'm doing.

I'm still figuring out.

It's really hard.

I'm under pressure and I pretend that I'm fine.

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And Im not trying to compare my life with someone else's life. It's just, I need a clarity.

Because life for me, has always been blurry.

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