I hate that I love so deep
And feel every cut, scrape, and wound
When all I want is sleep
I'm a hostage of my mind
Heavy hearts and racing thoughts
Watching the hands pass the time
Blind love is the enemy
Taking my soul
And breaking it whole
Fucking with my sanity
Why do I give you power
Shackled to these thoughts
I hate that you control me
Could paper crumble rock
You're like my drug
I can't rid you
Soon as I take a hit
Get high off your venom
Like hell let me quit
x cjb
