Recently, I just feel like bursting into tears everywhere I go. A word can snap in me, a name can snap in me, a song can snap in me, literally anything. As far as I have come to deal with my depression, I did something so terrible to another party. Something that I would never ever even consider it. This very important party is also someone I love. I cannot forgive myself to look past it or to see it as a mistake because it is not. Nothing should be held to an excuse and violate someone’s well-being. I can’t breathe in peace, I can’t go to bed either. Every time I closed my eyes the image replay over and over again. I made a huge mistake. I don’t know what to do.