Now that I am finally here I can say
It does not taste like paradise
It does not feel like paradise
But how do I even know what paradis even is
I have never seen it or feel it
I am sure that it does feel like this
This wrong
Me taking risks like these in life
Is crazy how my lifz was good back then
I had no ideia
You know what they say
Now I am here looking like a fool
Doing the bad decisions all over again
Making the same mistakes
I just wish I could feel it