Existential crisis, societal pressure, frustrations and disappointments.
Where was my head when I was little, when I said that I wanted to grow up soon?
Today I'm sure we only know the reality when we feel on the skin.
So kids, enjoy your stage. Live like children, do not do anything before your time because then comes repentance. SURE THE SWEET TASTE OF THE STAGE OF YOU, BECAUSE THE TIME THE TIME PASSES THE SWEET IS BIT.