it hurts me so badly just to imagine how i press soft kisses on your honeymoon lips.
every time you look at me
i fall for you, again and again i fall
in and out of love.

and i've kissed a million other boys
trying to convince myself
that loving a girl isn't for me.

when you step into my mind with your grey eyes of regret, you light a fire
that burns down every little thing that we were.
you burn me
leaving soot on my soul and my eyes turn grey and clouded just like yours.

we speak the words that have been put in our mouths but the fake smiles scream soundlessly.
you always stood up for yourself
but i would lie to be forgiven.