Take me as I am
Ascend me from the living by calling out my name.
If you have my soul in your hands, will you take me?

I walk through delusions, expectations and struggles.
I came across hardships and loneliness.
This life is like a tangled knot, so hard to pull and yet I have to live by it
If I get tired, will you take me then?

Darkness has succumbed me
I masked my depression with smiles and jokes
I binge-eat to feed my hunger for living
I watch movies to feel
and if I have done all to be happy, will it be time to take me?

I lifted my arm, stared at the hands of my watch and count the remaining moments of my life.

If I have witness it all, do you promise to take me?