boy, couple, and girl image

I'm currently in a very healthy and happy relationship. My boyfriend is the best thing that has ever happened to me. We've been together for about eight months and from how it's going, we aren't ending soon. But, before this sunshine and happiness of a person walked into my life, I was in a depressed state due to a shattered heart.

I was in a on again, off again long distance relationship. The first three months we were non stop talking to each other. We would always facetime and make sure we felt loved. He then broke up with me and announced his new relationship two days later. My friend who lives in the same town as him said he cheated on me. I was broken.

The time we dated for one week isn't important. But even after that break up I felt lost.

Fast forward to literally a year ago. we reconnected at a Jon Bellion concert and started dating again. This time I drove to visit him twice. I had my first kiss with him and I even went to his school dance.

He then dumped me once more while I rode the bus home after school. I cried for nine hours that night. He soon started dating the same girl he cheated on me with and they're still together to this day.

After the brutal heart break I thought I could never love again. I thought I wasn't lovable and that everyone gets sick of me after three months. I felt lost. I vowed to myself to never love again.

But that's when the love knocked on my front door.

Behold this handsome, caring, charismatic boy came into my life. A boy who actually cares for me and loves me. A boy who makes sure I always feel loved. Someone who let's me be me and shows me what a relationship should really be.

So, why did I decide to break my vow of being single forever? Because I realized that all boys aren't the same. That if I had one terrible boyfriend that my next could be loving. Love is fucking terrifying. It's one hell of a roller coaster. But once you find that one person to ride that roller coaster with, you'll have the time of your life.

love, couple, and goals image
Learn from your love mistakes