being alone
is never the problem
it's the loneliness
that gets you
the feeling that tells you
your head is going to explode
because you feel so
so much
but don't have anyone
to share it with
no one
who understands
feeling so much
at the same time
that you don't want to feel anything
so you try not to
but you can't
where is the on/off button for feelings?
for loneliness
it breaks you
into pieces
smaller every time

being alone is not a problem
for you can be alone
and not be lonely
you can be surrounded by people
and feel lonelier
than ever
because no one could
understand
or ever imagine
your pain
of being so lonely
and the loneliness suffocates you
when you try to be numb
but you can't
for you cannot get away
from the loneliness