And again it's getting bad,
Depression has no cost.
Why don't you understand,
I'm eternally lost?

Wrecking from bottom to top,
Still adoring you a lot.
It will never stop,
Bearing up with what I bought.

You saved me at the time,
When no one gets the life.
Devastating soul inside,
Bring the vein, then bring a knife.

Welcome to my hell,
So we can meet once more.
In the shadows deep you fell,
That's beginning of this war.

No ability to feel,
Last thoughts I wish to sink.
Spirit I care to heal,
Let me have the last drink.

...for everyone who loves their addictions too much.