I feel sorry telling you this.

But I've never loved you.

Trust me I tried really hard.

I told myself everyday "He's a good boy, he'll make you happy"
But everytime your lips touched mine I felt sick.

I started thinking about that one person that wasn't good for me, that never made me happy but took my heart away.

And I thought I just need time, i'll be able to love him back.

I was just pretending.

All the I Love Yous, in my mind I was thinking about him, imaginning that i'm saying them to him, because of that it sounded so real.

I'm sorry for not being able to love you the way you deserve,

I'm sorry for taking you heart and breaking it.

I'm sorry for not being able to try harder.

But everytime I look at you I start wishing it was him.

I'm sorry, I'm not the one for you.

I'm not the one for anyone.

I'm only the one for him.

And he doesn't need me anymore.

You'll find a better girl that worth all your hard work and love.