This is for the girls that,

been bullshitting herself.I mean like doing something you don't even like? trying to have fun when you don't even want to have fun?

trying to explain your feeling to your father. Describing your emotion to your mother. knowing the fact that they would never understand any words you were saying.

that feeling that you get when you want to give up. trying so hard to stop the tears from falling down. wondering why you need to go one more day with the burden and the bullshit people giving you.

those bullies in the school aisle. those popular girls with matte lipstick stained on their lips. those jocks who constantly making jokes about how you should work out more.

those teachers that trying so hard to fit in with the students but still doesn't give a shit about you. and when the feeling is overwhelming you. making you feel like crying in the lunchroom.

and when you reach home, you lock yourself in your bedroom. laying on the cold floor. trying to hold your tears from rolling. thinking about how if you end everything today.

I just want you to know that help is always there for you. just know that maybe, if you end up everything today, it won't change a thing. and if you want to change the world. you need to be alive to make it happen.

This is for the girls that have been trying so hard in their life but it is still not enough.

YOU WORTH EVERY SINGLE BREATHE THAT YOU TAKE. YOU ARE PRECIOUS. SOMEONE LOVES YOU MORE THAN YOU KNOW. AND YOU DON'Y NEED TO CHANGE. ODDS THING SHINE BRIGHTER THAN OTHERS.

this is for the girls who I am before.