I knew it,
I knew it when I first saw him in that cold impersonal airport that he would be both the start and end of me and I got so scared of the feelings that started growing inside of my lungs.
I felt trapped in my own soul.
I tried..I truly tried to run away, to escape from him.. All I ever wanted was to be free until I realized being free isn't always about leaving, its about choosing to stay.

A.