read while listening to paperwork valentine by tiffi

3 weeks is all,
all the time we spent
laughing
crying
hugging
smiling
listening
telling
i wish id done
things different
but here i am
writing about how
i miss you
i miss your smile
your laughing
your funny personality
your sense of art
your ability to understand me
unlike most.
i could've stayed
but i wasnt in the right place
my heart ached for home.
do i regret leaving?
not one bit.
do i regret not
treasuring every single
little
tiny
trivial
unimportant
moment?
yes.
more then a few
words and some formatting
can express.
just promise me
you never forget
how much i love you.
how much im sorry
my company wasn't enough.
how much i hate myself
for telling you about her
and not asking
about you.
your craziest thoughts
wildest dreams
stupidest ideas
dumbest desicions.
why?
because i was in
the wrong place
with the wrong people
with the wrong mindset.
one thing was right though
you.