i feel the world,
it's right there where i can see it
calling for me
from miles away
it's calling for me,
but before i can catch up,
it runs away again.
even when i'm getting close,
so much closer than i ever was,
i get pulled from behind,
and i'll be even further than i was before
sometimes the wind pushes my back,
and i'm able to run !
people start to surround me,
cheering for me
but then
the cheering becomes yelling.
the yelling becomes louder,
and louder, in my ear, it begins to hurt,
and my hands start to shake,
my knees become heavy.
and when i wake up from my nightmare
the yelling continues.

i need to get through.