I loved you.

I hope you know I still held on to something, anything that could be a sign you were coming back.

I hope you know that ever since you left, you have shown me nothing. No love, no missing, no craving, no sign that you were hurting too.

I hope you know I know there was another girl involved. I knew. Love was a game to you and I always knew she was the other player. I always knew she was winning.

I know you think that the universe owes you someone like me. Someone loving and caring, because you let me go and you decided it wasn't your fault. Search, darling, but you will never find another me.

I hope you know how much I used to care about you. And I hope you know that you let something very special slip. I hope you know you will search for me in every person you will meet. I hope you know how much you have broken another being and that you will feel bad about it for the rest of your life. I hope you know that when you break a soul, it will haunt you for the rest of your life.

And I hope you know I loved you.