do you ever feel unworthy enough?
the feeling that you get when you tried so hard.
but it is not enough.

depression is a piece of shit.

you were having fun. making jokes. singing out loud and even dance along with it. and then bam!

it came by and give you a visit. you end up listening to the crappy song in 3.am. writing terrible yet honest poetry. writing a text message filled with your emotion but end up deleting it. thinking of ways to stop the pain for a period.

depression is a piece of shit.

it kills your mood. it kills your life.
and it kills your soul. you end up like a crack shell with no soul.
not even a will to live. not even a strength to breathe.

yes. depression is a piece of shit.