Well, hello!
So, I have been binge watching ahs cult for the last like 8 hours (I have not finished it though lol), and I think that it filled me with a big amount of emotional trauma aha.

And that's why I decided to write this article. I don't really know what it is going to be about, how it is going to be called, what I want to spread with it. Anything, so I'm sorry if this is all over the place lol.


Why do I think it caused me an emotional trauma?

Okay, so, I have a very messed up mind lol, and at first, I felt really anxious and bothered by Ally, she was really paranoid, but then I analyzed it and understood that it was because she's slightly like me. And the thing is, as you may know, if you're reading this or if you saw the show, it wasn't her craziness or her mind at all, it was all real, the clowns, her wife, etc, and that fucked me up a little bit. However, I have fallen in love with it, as I said, I have a very messed up mind and I like to keep it that way. I think it has taught me a lot of things and woke me in some kind of way and I'm happy and excited about that, I loved it.

Who's my favorite character?

I have mixed thoughts about this, I looove Ally, like a lot, but I also love Kai, they're both kinda messed up, but they "know" how to manage it and that makes me feel really good in a weird but fun way. Of course, there are sometimes when I am mad at Kai and I hate the way he thinks, one hundred percent because he's crazy, but then he kinda rewards it.


Okay, but, can we talk about Ivy's death?, it was very satisfying, don't you think?, and the death of Meadow was also really satisfying, I hated those two with my life, and I loved the ways they 'did their job' lol, but, here's the thing, all about the cult, the 'sacrifices', the murderers, all of that is pretty scary, what scares me is that they're real scenarios somewhere, it isn't really about the things they show, but is the thought of that happening in real life, in that exact second. I don't know, that's where I come to the conclusion that I have right now an emotional trauma lol.

Random thoughts

So, something that I loved is that more than anything, there weren't some spiritual creatures, or dead people walking around (of course I love that too, but it was a little different), it was all more about psychological mess, and how all that fear is important and how they all realize that they all have this rage and hate in their hearts to their 'beloved one' and so on.

And, last thing, can we talk about the pinky thing? I thought it was so real, therapeutic and cool, and I liked the thought of that, idk, I just felt a strong connection to that, idk.

Okay, that was all for today's article lol. Also, it is 1 am and I can't sleep because of all these thoughts crossing my mind, thanks to ahs lol.

Thanks for reading, here's a collection to all my articles if you are interested to read them:

And, my last article also if you are interested in reading it lol: