My self-worth was once burned down so badly
that there was nothing left at the end
but my tears and a pile of grey ashes

Since then I've been trying
to recreate my confidence
Since then I've been trying
to do everything perfectly

You see,
love is a luxury for a girl like me
and until I fix everything about myself
that looks or feels undesirable
It will never come my way

So I will keep counting my calories,
filling my face with makeup and
saving money for plastic surgery
until there are no more walls
between me and my true love.