called it irrelevant
for the hell of it and
because i'm fucking scared of it.

controlling me its holding me
im filled with insincerity.
im hostage to it
cant get through it

babe it's not you
its just me.
i lack in everything you need.
this is why i never let it get this far
wont even let myself get to the start

of the line.
in my get away car.
i can't love you, but its all fine
might see you on the other side.

my mind is me and i am my mind
so these thoughts
you see
they are all mine.

i cant let you in
because i'm trapped
inside.

i'm afraid of love.
haven't even been close,
but fuck it right?
to hell with it.

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