I decided to go to the mental hospital, can't wait till that but I have to wait some time, until one important letter came. I also don't know what to pack, what to take, and which stuff leave at home.
I'm worried, stressed, and most important, lonely.I feel so damn lonely, like nobody in the world. I'm stressed about the people I'll meet there, about the doctors that will take care of me, nurses and all about the place I'll be there.
I've lots of weird thoughs, bad ones too, also lots of situations is creating themselfs in my head, like, hey what if ... and came with really bad things or persons that may happen. I'm just scared.