dirty smoke made me climb up heaven.
you and i on the merry-go-round
we were restless.
all the colors fade to what we call feelings
and it made me want to hold your hand forever.

when i look at you in your red and blue sweatshirt
chewing mint-flavored bubblegum,
chapstick on your lips and
the lights were reflected in your eyes.

i missed you so much
in that ice cold night when my lips turned blue
but you held my hand on that ferris wheel,
and i've never been so close to heaven.