It took me so fucking long to realise this. Almost 4 years or so. But the truth is that I have the best friends I could ever ask for in my entire life. And without them I am nothing.
I used to think that no one cared about me. I used to think that, once I was gone, everyone would forget me easily. But now I know for sure that it’s nothing like that, and never was. And I feel so stupid because I once thought that.

My friends are everything that I have. They are the ones who pick me up every time I fall. They are the ones who are always there for me, as in the good times as in the bad ones. They’re just there. Always.
I know that they are ever going to let me down, as I won’t ever let them down either. They have my back and I have theirs. ‘Cause that’s what friends are for. And I wouldn’t be kidding if I’d told that they saved my fucking life countless times.

They teached me that even on the worst times, when I feel like complete shit, there’s always gonna be people that despite everything, are going to be right by my side, and it fucking blows my mind, ‘cause I don’t think that I deserve all of this.

They accept me for who I am, they never said anything to hurt me. They never judged me. And I know for sure that if someone ever do one of those things, they are going to defend me until the end, the same way that I would do if that would happen to them.
And there’s no words to describe how grateful I feel to having them. To be able to call them “my friends”. ‘Cause it’s one of the strongest feelings I’ve ever had in my entire life. And I’m not lying.

And if you are reading this, and I consider you my friend (you can easily tell that), all I have to say is: thank you. You make this Sad Ghost a lot less sadder.

-Sad Ghost