at first, I had thought I had it all figured out
there was nothing holding me back, for I was moving forwards
but then it hit me like a truck
coming out of nowhere
the nostalgic feeling of middle school

not exactly being in middle school
just how sad and depressed I was
so quick and sudden after a small mindless argument
over something I shouldn't have cared about

but I did
and even though it's all forgotten by my friends
it still replays in my head
of how I read the situations wrong
and how I felt insecure