i hate to love nostalgia

on one hand its great to remember good mementos with good people

car, 90s, and retro image music, tumblr, and vintage image

it's great to see old shows i used to watch and listen to music i haven't listened to in months

will smith, parents, and quotes image cd, water, and grunge image

i love to come across a story and remember certain things that it made me feel. how i'd stay up for hours, telling myself "just one more chapter" until I ended the book

book, girl, and aesthetic image book, flowers, and pink image

it's nice remembering all the emotions i felt when certain things happened, whether it was yesterday, last tuesday, or even two years ago

freaks and geeks image 90s, aesthetic, and beautiful image

on the other hand, it fills me with great pain sometimes

love, art, and hands image art and drawing image

the moments and situations that never happened because of this and because of that. the what ifs and the fear that comes with making decisions

eye and tumblr image elio, call me by your name, and timothee chalamet image

the people you no longer associate with. the people you lost

love, couple, and smile image gif, girl, and sad image

the times when everything seemed so much simpler and you would give anything to get that back

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the calmness; the happiness

rugrats, cartoon, and tommy image

- cecilia sv
written on April 25, 2016
(something old that i found in my notes)