im

so

sorry

that I've left you

in that dark little hole

to fall into my own

and

im

so

sorry

that all the see-through words

i showered you with

weren't good enough

and

im

so

sorry

that our fingertips dont

reach each other anymore

these ditches are stupid

and

im

so

sorry

that you were drowning

and when i jumped in to save you

i realized i couldn't swim

and then we both couldn't breathe

and the world was black and white

and it

was

all

my fault.