life doesn't feel the same anymore
it feels like a bubble
I'm alone in my bubble
letting no one in
the bubble is about to break
at any moment

I'm fighting endless battle
always being scared of wounding
without knowing the enemy
surviving forward
not seeing future

the world is cruel
people are cruel
getting away from my friends
trusting no one

everything normal feels strange
I can't even laugh
'cause it feels so wrong
like I'm not allowed to laugh

spending nights crying
days breaking down
I'm afraid of people
hiding from everyone

life feels irrelevant
nothing matters
I don't care if I live
or not

I'm tired
everyday counting hours
just wait for going to bed
sleeping is better than living

I wanna forget everything bad
fall asleep
and dream
rather forever