I had this crush on a guy ever since 7th grade. For freshman year I tried to ask him out but no matter what, there's always girls around him. Some of those girls hate me but I smile and try to ignore it. I tell myself when he's alone, "go over there! Don't be sacred, go! What are you waiting for, an invitation?" I wanna go over there but i'm scared. Right now i'm a sophomore in High School. He and I had chorus together throwout Middle School and freshmen year. My crush and I hanged for the last two days of concert chorus for freshmen year. It has so much fun, plus we wore Hawaiian clothes on the last day of school without planning on it.

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*Blue eyes.
*Birthday is one July 3rd.
*Sadly has a bigger butt than me.
*Does cheer.
*Always buys IPhone cases every month.
*Wears Hollister.
*He reads the Bible and is Catholic.
*Light brown hair
*Very smart
*He has a little sister that's a toddler
*Wears contacts
*He's nice, sassy, funny, understanding, so much more.
On the second last day of freshmen year, he told me about this weird tear in his butt. The conversation about it got grosser and grosser. Then all the sudden I found myself talking about my vagina and lady problems. We kept talking about our "nature" issues. Then we started to share each other's food (well candy). It was a really weird day for me. The next day, I was in the chorus room looking down at my phone. I looked up and he came in. We both saw each other wearing Hawaiian clothes and we both came up to each other said "omg! Let's take a selfie!" We started to hang and talk about our futures. After the last day of school, the chorus went down to graduation and sang for the audience. Me and Josh planned on going to Ritas but he said his sister was supposed to go to bed at 7 so his mom can't take him. He asked his dad but he didn't answer. We went separate to go there but when I got there and waited for awhile, he never came. I looked on snapchat and saw another girl was with him and he was at home. I got very upset and cried. I left and went home crying. I felt so dumb, we even told each other our personal stuff. I wanted to punch him so hard, I even knew where he lived. He did a live on Instagram but he blocked me from it. He unfollowed me from my Instagram and blocked me from his finsta. I cried so hard. Days later, he asked me "Hey, like my recent and I'll love you forever" I was about to say "NO WAY! WHY WOULD I DO THAT WHEN YOU BLEW ME OFF?! WE PLANNED ON GOING TO RITAS BUT NOOOOOO!!!!! SORRY I WOULD BUT YOU BLEW ME OFF AND IM PISSED! IF YOU DIDN'T WANT TO HANG WITH ME THEN YOU COULD'VE SAID SO BUT NO! SO THE ANSWER IS NO!" but I didn't so instead I said, "sure" and he said "thanks." Not to long ago I wrote a message for him for his birthday. His birthday is on July 3rd.
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Dear _________

Happy Birthday, thanks for being a great best friend. You're hilarious, sweet, kind, nice, cheerful, loving, understanding, and so much more. I like talking with you about anything (even if it's kinda gross lol). I like it when we share food with each other (well mainly candy). It's been like four years of our friendship together and I can't believe four years went by so fast. Our friendship grew throughout those years. I know we had our ups and downs at times but we always find a way to make it up and forgive each other. I know I can be annoying to you and i'm sorry about that but hey, we both annoy each other at times lol. I'm blessed to have our friendship, and i'm glad to call you my bestie for life. When I first met you I was scared of you but days later you didn't and you opened right up to me and I was happy becoming besties with you. I don't know what I'd do without you. I know we don't talk much in school or during the summer but that's okay. Every time we try to make plans with each other it doesn't work out. I find that funny and a bit upsetting but my mom thinks it's not funny (but she'll get over it and live lol). I'm glad we had classes together for freshmen year and I hope we get classes for sophomore year. I mean, ever since 6th grade we've had chorus together and throw out middle school and freshmen year. Maybe it'll change for sophomore year and the next couple of years of high school because we'll probably be in different chorus classes. I'm glad we got a little closer during freshman year. I'm always here for you when you need help, just wanna talk, or anything. If you die tomorrow or any other day I would be so heartbroken, I'd cry for days, and I'd totally go to your funeral. I can't imagine my life without you in it. Thanks for being a great bestie, thanks for our great friendship, and thanks for everything. I love you so much bestie and happy birthday.


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