another song about anxiety whoop.

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tear stained cheeks and smudged lips
given up even though i haven't tried yet
i look at myself in the eye
all i see's a broken girl inside
but i don't care at all
nothing's gonna break my fall

i'm not who i wanna be
but now this person's apart of me
and no matter what i do she won't leave
i'm trying hard to see the light
find the greener grass on the other side
no matter how hard i try i can't breathe
don't think i'll ever get to be me

wake up the next day feeling down
but happy there's no one around
wish i hated being alone
but this is all i've ever known
so i don't care at all
hope that nothing breaks my fall

i'm not who i wanna be
but now this person's apart of me
and no matter what i do she won't leave
i'm trying hard to see the light
find the greener grass on the other side
no matter how hard i try i can't breathe
don't think i'll ever get to be me

i know that it's wrong
i shouldn't feel this way at all
but i can't help the things i think about
and i'm in too deep to find a way out

i'm not who i wanna be
but now this person's apart of me
and no matter what i do she won't leave
i'm trying hard to see the light
find the greener grass on the other side
no matter how hard i try i can't breathe
don't think i'll ever get to be me.

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