Dear you,
today I'll name some cool, calm and depressing songs that I hope you'll enjoy listening to, lol ;)

Let's play them on repeat!

A rush of blood to the head - Coldplay
All I want - Kodaline

aesthetic, flowers, and french image girl, sea, and drawing image

Skinny love - Bon Iver
Little boy - Vance Joy

sad, grunge, and pills image selfie, mirror, and fake image

Bruises - Lewis Capaldi
Heal - Tom Odell

aesthetic, bathroom, and black and white image art, black, and black and white image

In case you want more... https://open.spotify.com/user/eliss.villa/playlist/39jtO4w8IzIILXztH6HNhp

That's all, don't get too sad while you're listening to these songs ;)
xoxoElisa

in case you want more ;)