Dear you,
today I'll name some cool, calm and depressing songs that I hope you'll enjoy listening to, lol ;)

Let's play them on repeat!

A rush of blood to the head - Coldplay
All I want - Kodaline

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Skinny love - Bon Iver
Little boy - Vance Joy

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Bruises - Lewis Capaldi
Heal - Tom Odell

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In case you want more...

That's all, don't get too sad while you're listening to these songs ;)

in case you want more ;)