Dear you,
today I'll name some cool, calm and depressing songs that I hope you'll enjoy listening to, lol ;)

Let's play them on repeat!

A rush of blood to the head - Coldplay
All I want - Kodaline

aesthetic, flowers, and french image girl, sea, and drawing image

Skinny love - Bon Iver
Little boy - Vance Joy

sad, grunge, and pills image selfie, mirror, and fake image

Bruises - Lewis Capaldi
Heal - Tom Odell

aesthetic, bathroom, and black and white image art, black, and black and white image

In case you want more...

That's all, don't get too sad while you're listening to these songs ;)

in case you want more ;)