Yesterday i talked to him about everything i felt and how much i feel sorry. Whats my fault that i am honest that i left him because i was the cheater, that i wanted him to be happy. He says he loves me but he can never take a stand, he wants that i should feel guilty and yes i am guilty of what i did but now enough is enough how many times will i apologize. how many times i have to be guilty of what i did. Enough is enough if you are getting married i too deserve to move on. Now i had enough i am sorry for what i did but i apologized accepted my mistake but i won't ruin my life, i love myself and i love my life so i am moving on. Enough of the blaming and everything i too deserve to live. so i am moving on with the fact that one day you will love her you will accept her and will be happy with her. Happy for you and for myself now i can love myself completely and i will move on.............