i know you're lying when you use the word "love",
but i still let you fuck me at least once a week
i know you're just here because you're scared and lonely,
but i still get my hopes up when you run to me for a hug
i know you would never kiss me on the mouth unless you were horny,
but that's all i fucking think about
that's all i have fucking thought about for years
don't worry baby
i will love you forever
that's my only blessing and curse.