Lately I've been falling back
been turning into who I used to be
into the broken, damaged old me

I look at the marks on my skin
I've been harming myself
I know it's a terrible thing to do
yet I still make a wound or two
I know this habit will never heal me
I'll just sink further into the black sea

I look in the mirror
just to hear a voice
It's telling me to lose weight
to put nothing on my plate
It's telling me to run quicker
so my legs wouldn't get any thicker

I look inside my diary
it's filled with awful memories
I read about my thirst for beauty,
my obsession with perfection
I read about a lover I wish I hadn't lost
I wonder what fixing my heart would cost

Lately I've been falling back
been turning into who I used to be
into the broken, damaged old me

I don't belong here
in the middle of reality
This world is not made for me
all I feel is misery

And one night,
I might just run away
to a place where people stay
where my demons won't find their way
where there's magic in every day