Lie after lie I forgave you
You looked me in the eyes, made my soul believe in love again
We kissed under the stars... Who am I kidding?
This was no fairy tale, No bright dream
This was heartbreak and tragedy
The cold hard truth
I go to sleep every night. Crying. Staring at my white walls, picturing HER hands touching you!
It's 3.A.M, I'm looking at myself in the mirror.
What is wrong with me?
Why wasn't I good enough for you?
I'm so angry at you for fucking with my head and running away with my soul.
But I know that if she ever broke your heart
and you ran back to me?
I would welcome you with open arms.
And unfortunately, you know that all too well.

-JLush